Catching up on Nothing

Oye… SO much going on! Ups and downs, sideways and frontways… good grief, what a roller coaster ride I am living right now! Feels good after a whole BUNCH of numbness. My partner and I have been talking more and more as the days go by… HEALTHY talking, which in a way irritates me because it took 6 years and my moving away for him to open up to me. Guess that’s the way it goes though. He told me the other day it feels good to “court” me again with a new, enlightened state of mind. We’re still living together until the lease is up and are just enjoying life until the move day comes. After that we probably won’t speak much, seems like he’s accepting the fact that we might not ever be together again – BUT he is still open to the possibility we might… which is all I ask. Just be open to the Universe and fate…







Every day I find more and more beautiful, AMAZING places in the Quarter and Garden District to live. OMG and guess what?!?! I bought a ticket to the New Orleans Witches Ball on October 29th. It’s a ball gown-formal masquerade ball in the Garden District… Just writing that gives me chills. I can’t believe I am going to this and when it ends at 1am, I can WALK home in my costume! I’ve got a beautiful, floor length witch gown I had made special for me last year…. Gonna wear that with one of my EPIC witch hats (I’ve got about a ton, so I’ll have to see what mood I’m in that night. lol). Gawwwwwd so excited. I’m already making friends through the net with locals – connections connections. Lol I am SO ready to get started.






On a bit more glum level – My family is STILL fighting … I can’t wait to get away from the depth of their drama. Ahhh big, Sicilian family’s are SUCH a pain. One of my brothers (who I think is back on Meth) moved one street up from me, so last night I’m sitting on the couch – in a LOT of pain – and I hear my sisters obnoxious voice hollering through the neighborhood… pig-calling me. You know – the whole… SUEY!!!!!! Uh huh. YEAH. I get up and go to the back yard, there’s my sister and brother looking over the wall asking if I would come do shots with them. When I told them to shut the hell up (because it’s about 10pm on a Sunday night), sister asks, “Why aren’t you being friendly?!?!” I was so irritated, as I have been trying to get a hold of her for a few weeks now and last I heard she and my brother were fighting like crazy - suddenly they’re in my back yard yelling, drunk and rolling on God knows what. Ugh. lol Really they like it when I hang out so I can listen to them talk shit about our other siblings and what a shitty job my father is doing as a Dad – which for the record, I disagree. My dad is doing the best he can with the cards he’s been dealt. Anyways – I chose to NOT be involved with the family shit and by NOT being involved – I am the MOST involved. If that makes sense.






Geeze, ramble! Lol sorry… All this week I have to work 10 hour days… which SUCKS because I sit in a cubicle. UGH lame lame lame. It’s kinda funny though… you walk to my desk and the walls are filled with pictures of Nola, Dave Matthews Band, LOL Catz and trees. I’ve got shit everywhere –dead flowers, Office Space movie memorabilia, weird WWII photos, my shoes off and feet up. And it always smells like Essential oils because I dump some on my floor every morning. And I’m always wearing my sunglasses because I loathe the neon lights. Not that this is at ALL relevant to anything… I’m just rambling still.






On that note… I’ll stop and get back to work. Lol Thanks for listening to a whole lot of nothing!






Love you all, is it April yet???